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This journal has seen enough coming and going. I think that any respect for the original player has been killed, and that's a shame. If there is to be an MBP Alicia one needs to start from scratch, without any of the strings from this journal.

i took a look around me this morning and truly decided i was blessed. it's something i try and tell myself everyday, but some days it's harder to believe than others. in this world today you have to try your damnedest through it all to stay focused, to stay optimistic. somedays though it's all too much to take in, all too much to concentrate on ( Read more... )

i feel fake almost. as if i offer false promises and give far too many excuses. i can't even say i'll stop that. we never quite know what we're going to do are we? i'm full of it really. that's all i'm trying to relate to the handfull of you that await my return. i promise you that i am not yet ready to take off though. there's a lot more to ( Read more... )

at this point i have half expected you all to have forgotten the look of an entry by me on your friends page. though it's hardly an unexpected thing, i'd like to relay to one and all - i am not dead yet. it has been a whirlwind month, a lot has gone on. a lot of good and of course a lot of bad. it's a part of life and everything was most ( Read more... )

so a post about ourselves huh? i'm not one to be narcissistic so we'll have to make it short and sweet.

i was the aerosmith chick, i was in Clueless , after that i got my own production company (we won't talk about how it went), i pretty much ignored all critics who said i got too fat, i stick to a great vegan diet, i have really awesome hair ( Read more... )

i seem to update more when i've got absolutely nothing to say, then when i've actually got things to say. i've had a very nice couple of weeks. things happening quickly and adding up to make this one of the most enjoyable times i've had in awhile. i find myself eager to be out and about moreso that i have been. i've spent quite a bit of time ( Read more... )

ain't that the truth.

i find myself staying awake longer and longer at night. it used to be that i'd turn in so early i felt as if i must be one of the most boring people on earth. i woke up feeling healthy and rested though, so i never really cared about the boring thing. now i'm finding more and more that sleep isn't coming as easily. i don't think there's a ( Read more... )

with the recent less than stellar things happening in my professional life, it was definitely time for me to let go and just have a really nice time. nothing serious and a lot of fun with a person i'd been longing to meet up with for quite awhile. he was in los angeles for god knows what reason, but i didn't complain. instead i pulled out my ( Read more... )