Jul 14, 2004 21:30
i feel fake almost. as if i offer false promises and give far too many excuses. i can't even say i'll stop that. we never quite know what we're going to do are we? i'm full of it really. that's all i'm trying to relate to the handfull of you that await my return. i promise you that i am not yet ready to take off though. there's a lot more to take care of before that. but doesn't everyone say that?
i don't want to ramble on and on about endless things that i've been up to. about the thoughts running through my mind which i'm starting to feel grows more and more empty every second. it's all this pop culture bullshit i've been reading up on as of late. in the end i realize that i could really care less about it, but it's so hard to pass up at times. or is that just me?
in one random and totally useless thing to report on i was named PETA's sexiest vegetarian for 2004. not really sure how to feel about that, actually. Andre 3000 was the male and i think just to be with him in anything is fabulous. despite the show being cancelled and a score of other horrors this has been quite the year. i seem to be getting recognized again and it's really sort of strange. but i appreciate it.
i missed something i'm really sort of sad i did. just a note to say my phone does still work, though i seemed to forget about it for awhile.
hope you're all well. if not, cheer up. you know what the Monty Python boys say.