most def. have not updated in a life time .
not too much to say .
im driving now & still with jamel :]
school jv soccer is over - went undefeated !
lifes pretty good .

lets see , it has been FOREVER since i have been on this thing !
wild adventures tomorrow with ashley :]
its going to be a blast !!!!

hmm . i need to update on my life.
soccer is good = undefeated !!
life is going pretty steadily ..
still with jamel :] i love that boy .

but thats about it ..

arent new years suppose to bring fresh clean fun starts !?!
where is my new start .
i dont even have a new years resolution
guess this means another sucky year .
why am i not happy .
why do i do this to myself .

POINT BLANK : i suck at life .

ahhh <3
why cant the feelings be mutual ?
why do i always have to be the one that puts more effort into it ?
this is a 2-sided thing .
can you please help me out ?

no longer single <3
it feels great , to be treated like this .
hopefully this will work out .
on another note :
family issues lately -
sucks bad .
it will pass over soon hopefully :]

ahhh -
there has been lots of drama in my life lately ,
but in the midst of it all ...
i think i like someone .
but its so different ,
this person is great .
he is so incredibly sweet .
he treats me and others great .
hes not rude and hes not cocky .
i could go on forever about him <3 ( Read more... )

living on memories ( Read more... )

i miss the old days <3
the happy days .
im in need of a real , lasting smile :]
any offers !?! haha .

missing it all --
[love you]

getting caught up once again ( Read more... )

long time no update -
things have been crazy .
emotional roller coaster !
my sister is home for the weekend ..
so tonight im with her .
tomorrow morn , bright & early -
we leave for our soccer tournament .
wish us luck <3 ( Read more... )