oh eljay, it's been a while ( Read more... )

Things that currently disturb me greatly ( Read more... )

home after 12 hours of work, at half-ten. the cat meows and bumps her head into my legs. i feed her, then find that she has pooped inside of the tent sometime in the past few days. i try not to be angry, try not to vomit as i clean up the loose stool with a paper towel ( Read more... )

if you know me (and you do), you must have realized by now that you had one last chance to mend together the severed ties of our friendship.

but you didn't.

and so it is cut.

goodbye. get out of my head. you were never meant to be there in the first place.

it's been 10 years strong
that's much too long
it's time to do something good for my health
it's time to do something good for myself

i've wasted all this time.

why is my layout all fucked up?
did S1 diaf, or something....?

the sun still shines.

just not with as much vigor as it used to...

honestly ( Read more... )

dear world ( Read more... )

THIS IS THE END BECAUSE I SAY IT IS.i have so much of myself to give and i really only offered you a small, small part of it. there is someone who wants my love (who thinks i am beautiful, likes my crazy pink hair, wants to hear me sing, wants to know about the weird colors i paint my toenails. haha okay that's not a requirement, igss) and deserves ( Read more... )