The shadows close the door
this is loneliness:
every time we enter a room we enter a new room
the hours of morning growing deep into our exile
prayers stuck in between two doors
waiting to leave to enter
waiting for memory to escape
the breath of cities

Baby I've been here before ( Read more... )

what about when you realize that not only are you in a failing relationship... not only that it was doomed from the first day... not only did you never love him... you never even actually really liked him ( Read more... )

    So, I accidentally went to mass for three hours this evening. I didn't mean to go to mass so I wore a short black skirt and walked in half drunk holding a plastic cup of cheap red wine. The mass was held in the gym at my school, so we (all 2000 of us) sat in bleachers. I saw my friend Geoff and we laughed about how Jewish I was. The girl I went ( Read more... )

Passive anger

Passive anger can be expressed in the following ways:

• Secretive behavior, such as stockpiling resentments that are expressed behind people’s backs or through sly digs, giving the silent treatment or under the breath mutterings, avoiding eye contact, putting people down, gossip, anonymous complaints, poison pen letters, stealing, and ( Read more... )

So, they had a conversation about art:

He- Man, my penis is so large (strokes cock )

Other- Well that’s very interesting but I think the Van Gogh speaks to me a bit more. I love how in viewing Van Gogh’s pieces one can so clearly trace the psychological progression of the artist.

He- I mean, it must be the largest penis you’ve ever seen. Am I right? ( Read more... )

I love Richard Taylor

Thank you will, the most divine of all of my faculties. I'm going to a barbecue.

I feel so weird. There is so much going on that's so good and then so much that's so shitty. I have some really good blow. A lot of my friends left. I'm really pissed off at Grant ( Read more... )

My work is the only thing that I can love in my own way. It's the only love I have that I can change freely. It's accepting of my judgment, it doesn't pressure me to care, it doesn't ever detach from me to find love anywhere else. It doesn't seek my fidelity... in fact, it doesn't ask anything of me at all. It just sits and inanimately waits for my ( Read more... )

okay, I want there to be a way for me to preface this or expand on it but it's just so succinctly relevant all on it's own I just have to state it raw:

it's a sorority of girls who describe themselves as the "kind of girls who hate girls"

I can think of nothing more degrading to womenkind in all of my personal experiences on earth. I can't even ( Read more... )