yeah

[alesserennui]

going to see the big trees in a handful of hours, however long it takes to sleep. redwoods. imagine... trees, the size of your house. the house you are sitting in. trees that were here before you and will be here after you. i have no idea what im going to feel but ive been told that my entire perspective on life will change

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[trinityann]

I know everything will be great. Even if you aren't there for long I think it is where you need to be right now in your life. Like I said, this is an amazing opportunity you've been handed, and you need to take advantage of it. Everything sounds kick ass. You're making my mouth water! I wish I was there! Maybe we will be soon...I better see you in September! Love you and miss you!

[stolenghost]

oakland ca living around there seems pretty tempting you are a lucky girl. i couldnt have said it better than the little lady just did... have fun with it out there.

[alesserennui]

thanks shaun. im about to go read that poem you told me about...

[alesserennui]

thanks trin. i am going to try and finish my damn resume this week and go apply to some places. i talked to my mom a couple days ago and she said as long as i pay her 500 then we'll be on good enough terms that if i spend an assload of money on a plane ticket home it will be okay. so i have to make 500 dollars plus whatever it will cost me to fly home and back. SO september would be so much better than aug, thank god its sept. woo... i wouldnt be able to make it if it was august.

really funny... the whole restaurant thing, ill have tot tell you on the phone bc as i type, the whole thing is still up in the air. i am getting sick of being around guys all into me. its flatterinig, but the other brian just admitted to me that he would love for me to be a part of his love circle thing. he told me while we were in the emeregency room and they just shot him up with vicodin. it was so funny but i dont know. i love you. we talk soon.

[eljayhata]

all I can say to sum up what I want to say is I LOVE YOU TO DEATH.... God I love you so much and am so happy for you you just dont understand. You are great. I miss you like crazy but I am so glad to hear all the great things you are beginning to accomplish and enjoy! :) <3

[alesserennui]

thanks b
ilove you too. you are about to be 21!!!!!! omg!!! i wish i could be there. i might be home in sept. not permanantly, but visiting, i am hoping so we'll see. how are things?????

[eljayhata]

things are great, ill have to talk to you more about it sometime. call me!!! i love you so much. see you in september!