i'm happy again. its amazing how a few little words can lift the burden that i've been carrying for 2 weeks now. its also amazing how i could instantly feel the difference.

*sigh* it feels like christmas all of a sudden.

you know who i miss? ashley.
you know why? cause we used to talk all the time.. and she used to tell me everything.. and i used to tell her everything. and now we dont tell each other anything and we never talk. not on the phone, not online, nothing.
i'm losing so many people i love.
it breaks my heart.

I'm cleaning my room ( Read more... )

So I just got back from taking my psych final. It wasnt too bad.. I knew most of it, made educated guesses on a few, and randomly guessed on one or two.  As long as I get an 80, I'll have an A in the class. I'm not too worried.  Mostly I'm just happy that I'm done for the semester.. no more papers, no more tests, no more USF.  Thats the best ( Read more... )

I'm spending too much money. I need to stop. Now ( Read more... )

So I'm bored. And I have nothing else to do. So I thought I'd update le lj.

This is whats been going on lately:

Thanksgiving was alright. My parents made me crazy, as did my grandparents. The food was good. Being around my grandma makes me sad, because she has dementia and she cant remember the words for anything anymore.. and she doesnt remember ( Read more... )

I can tell you I love you as many times as you can stand to hear it, and all that does.. the only thing.. is remind us that love is not enough, not even close.

i really don't wanna let go, but i think i have to.

THE LIST

angelo
barnaby
casper
dimitri
edmond
francesco
gerard
herbert
ignatius
jebidiah
kermit
loki
magnus
neville
oglethorpe
pembroke
quentin
rupert
sergio
thurston/tobias
umberto
vladimir
wolfgang
xerxes
yogi
zed

I dont wanna live here anymore. I wish I had gotten into school in New York so that I could be there right now instead of here. True, I would miss people, and I would be missing out on all the fun we have here, with the christmas tree and the mexican restaurant and the people from the hall and everything with jessica.. but I would also be missing ( Read more... )