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[al_killman]

I dont wanna live here anymore. I wish I had gotten into school in New York so that I could be there right now instead of here. True, I would miss people, and I would be missing out on all the fun we have here, with the christmas tree and the mexican restaurant and the people from the hall and everything with jessica.. but I would also be missing

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[shlo_parsh]

i hate to say that i know the feeling, because everyone is different. but i kinda do, just be who you are. don't change into someone else or something that you don't like, that is not something that you want. i love you al. i am glad that you are here and not there, yet.

[chianming5]

::hug:: Well, you gotta do what you gotta do. Hopefully everything will start to look up?

[we_ride_to_hell]

i think that alex is right, you have to do what you have to do. i know that you arent happy here, you havent been since we have been here. if you think that you will have better luck at a school in new york then by all means go and try. but i will miss you terribly despite of what you might think right now. i have no problem with you and i know that we have had this trust fight thing before but i am telling you, its not the same, i dont care how many times you say it is, it isnt. i told you i was going to tell you and you continued and when i told you to wait you got pissed and said it was because i didnt trust you. i really didnt want to deal with it, so i went in the room and watched tv. the end. i never said i hated you or anything. i dont regret anything that has happened so far this year. i am looking forward to next year with you guys. if you arent, im sorry for you. you have to do what you have to do to be happy. and if that means trying to transfer to new york then by all means try it out. but this trust crap has to stop

[al_killman]

no.. i got mad because you said "i dont wanna tell you because you'll tell someone." It wasnt because you didnt wanna put me in the position where I have to deal with something like that and not be able to talk to anyone about it.. it wasnt because you didnt know enough to tell me.. it was because you thought i would tell someone. that was when i got pissed. we've been through this before. if you tell me not to tell anyone something, i wont tell anyone. i never have. its as simple as that.