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I want to talk about everything but I'm fucking tired that I want to talk about everything and nobody wants to talk about it with me.
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Lol. Over a decade later... A lone wolf dressed in a heart.
I've felt lonely ever since I started having epiphanies last weekend when I was alone before my trip. I felt lonely when I realized someone I looked up to, my mother who I admire and is my inspiration, turns out to be looking up to -me-, asking me for advice about guilt, about thankfulness, about belonging.
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Epiphanies in a cluster.
I'll just talk about the one today and I hope I don't forget the rest.
Today a game told me "sometimes we think something is the same when in fact everything is different" at the same time a song said
A little bit lost and
A little bit lonely
Little bit cold here
A little bit of fear
But I hold on and I feel strong and I know that I can
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Furry-ness!
Yes, well, I'll be attending an anime convention, and since people go in costume to those things, i decided i could exploit my furry side again and go in furry costume. And bodypaint, of course. I couldnt skip the bodypaint!
So, ill go as Angel, my white wolf. Basically, i'll only be wearing furry boxers (which are still in mid-process of being made ( Read more... ) -
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note to self: remember to write about
- furry side arising,
- thinking of marriage,
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Taking risks
Si no mal recuerdo, hoy hace tres meses que bese por primera vez a la chica de mis sueños. En ese entonces aun no me daba cuenta que era la niña de mis sueños, pues acababa de salir de unas relaciones tormentosas, tenia muchos miedos y lo que menos queria era arriesgarme de nuevo. Sin embargo, ese dia hace tres meses decidi tomar un riesgo mas ( Read more... ) -
A whole day with my girl.
Today was a beautiful day. I got up a little past 6, picked Tsvet up at the subway station, and spent the entire day, up till quarter to 7, with her. Thats a little over 12 hours, and its heaven ( Read more... ) -
how to help my GF?
Here's the situation:
My girlfriend's mother found out her daughter and I are dating about 2 months ago, "someone" called to "inform" her that i was dating her daughter. At home, she had always referred to me as female, and thus her mother now thinks she's in a lesbic relationship. Ever since, hell broke loose in my GFs home. Her mother incessantly ( Read more... ) -
Two months...
...with Tsvet as my GF. Its unbelievable, it sounds like a log time but short as well, and it feels like things have gone by fast, but also they feel so perfect like they've been like that forever... Its really hard to describe. Its been a wonderful 2 months, its been a little longer than that, since we sorta dated for a while before i asked her ( Read more... )