I look at the world with a more mature stand point. Yesterday, before the concert, Ande kissed me. I stood there for a second shocked... I didn't kiss back. All I could think of where morals and one person... Nikki. I know that we have split or different paths, but there is still something inside me that makes me think of her continuously. After ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty ok day. I got alot done in Philharmonia, I worked most of music and fixed some cruciel cello parts. Well yeah... growth out of mouth.... xD I love it.

So many things are on my mind at the moment. It just seems to never stop. I am always worrying of something, and here I am helping people and telling them they need to relax and take life slower. For the first time in a long one, I looked at the mirror and I was like, "Is that me? What is god's name happened?" I bet everyone has one of these days, ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty bad today. I'm sorry that I won't be able to go to the concerts for the people that have them. I'm just not feeling good at all. >.< I hope everyone else is doing all right though.

What else can I say? It was GREAT! (do not mistake this for Tony the Tiger)I loved every minute of it. It seemed like this rush of excitment and... wow, that was a great dance. As I grow to know Nikki more and more, I grow to love her and would love to spend the rest of my life with her. There is still more time to be had, but maybe that time will

Yeah, the weekend is already up and I had to spend most of that time on my project. I had a pretty cool time at GYSO though. Got alot done and was able to see Nikki so it's always good when she is there ( Read more... )

I had a great day all together. I try and make the best of today. The only problem is once I get to my last class... Philharmonia. That class drives me up the wall. Everytime I go in, I sit there and don't even have to look at my music... it's that easy! I think to myself that I can do so much better than this. I wish Mr. Catoe would put me in ( Read more... )

Today was a really great day at GYSO. The reason why it was so awesome was because Nikki was there. Every time I turned around I could count on her to smile at me with her bright warm smile. It seems like everyday I see her and talk to her, we become more and more closer. It's such a great feeling to hold her in my hands or see her smile at me ( Read more... )