And honestly the only gifs I think that can probably describe all my feelings in a nutshell are:


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Is currently having one of those moments where the question of "Now what should I do?" hangs in the air

Contrary to popular belief, I'm really not that good at anything.

I can do a billion different things, but not one am I really good at. And it sucks.

It sucks so bad.

The oddest feeling in the world (to date) for me to experience:

Talking to people about something that I'm still very much emotionally connected to (God Knows Why), all the while feeling completely absolutely disconnected from it - as if it wasn't my own story and my feelings I was talking about.

It's really hard to explain as it was just bizarre.

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Went to the Glee Project Auditions this morning with a few friends and can I just say. Being surrounded by a group of down-to-earth amazing singers, kinda makes you feel at home.

It was a last minute decision that I audition but I'm glad I went and that I saw it through.

It was my first audition and I guess I should be focusing on that and the giant ( Read more... )

It's almost 6 am and I am still up...

All I have done today (yesterday) was stare at dances and learn them. What am I still doing now?

Staring at and learning dances.

This is ridiculous.

I need to go to sleep. And then wake up and start this all over again.

Dance list..... Why do you never get smaller and instead keep growing!?

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I walk into Best Buy a few hours ago just to go pick up something my mom had order and sent to the store. And after successfully getting her order, I went upstairs to go look for something for my dad.

I step off the escalator and all hell breaks loose.

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- Still have power as the storm hasn't hit. Although the whether has started changing slowly but surely. Some rain and winds. But nothing too serious. We'll see if it gets worse than this come 8 and beyond ( Read more... )

I had already planned on what I was going to write an entry about the other day but then I woke up today and things changed. And instead I was going to write about something that's continuously bothering me. More so now than ever, even though it shouldn't be. But then that all flew out the window when I woke up from my ridiculously long nap of ( Read more... )

Oh livejournal...

I never want to part from you and yet I've seemed to have take a month hiatus away from you.

Well not completely away... I may not have been posting and updating my lj but I have been stalking the kurt_blaine  community Hard and I've been somewhat active there. So I haven't entirely disappeared but still... I miss my lj.

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