Is currently having one of those moments where the question of "Now what should I do?" hangs in the air

Contrary to popular belief, I'm really not that good at anything.

I can do a billion different things, but not one am I really good at. And it sucks.

It sucks so bad.

The oddest feeling in the world (to date) for me to experience:

Talking to people about something that I'm still very much emotionally connected to (God Knows Why), all the while feeling completely absolutely disconnected from it - as if it wasn't my own story and my feelings I was talking about.

It's really hard to explain as it was just bizarre.

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- Still have power as the storm hasn't hit. Although the whether has started changing slowly but surely. Some rain and winds. But nothing too serious. We'll see if it gets worse than this come 8 and beyond ( Read more... )

It really bothers me how people think that for every occasion, pretending like a problem doesn't exist or pretending like everything is normal would make a situation better and the problem disappear. It bothers me even more when people think that an "I'm Sorry" will fix everything.

It doesn't. And honestly it never did.

If you messed up (and you ( Read more... )

Bullet points and pictures! xD

- Earlier this week, I went fabric shopping with Tami and she got some of her fabric for her outfits for Otakon and I bought the fabric for my Anthy outfit. I am internally crying every time I look at the fabric. BECAUSE IT'S PINK ARRRGHHH! *sigh* I'm having serious doubts about whether I can pull the outfit off ( Read more... )

Because there's really no other way to put all of this in a usual paragraph entry. This is pretty much what's been running through my head all of today and the past couple of days. Thoughts like:

- Wow my tolerance for certain people has just dropped another 30-40%.

- It's amazing how talking to a person for a second can change your opinion from : " ( Read more... )

Well because I haven't really posted anything in weeks or so I figure, why not a random update post thingy!

So my life as of recently!

#1) Amber from f(x) is my love! Slide over Micky Yoochun and U-know Yunho (2U), this girl is taking over the number one spot! But I still love DBSK and 2U regardless <3

#2) I'm on a mission to look for a job. ( Read more... )

So this whole month, my mood has been pretty iffy. Not the greatest of moods and there really seems no breaking out of it, although that might be for the better...or worse, depending which way your looking at it.  I think it's beyond safe to say, I've died a little inside. I haven't really been in the mood to do anything, to talk to anybody, (you ( Read more... )

So apparently I think I'm going to deem this year "The Year of Fail", "The Year of Change" and "The Year of Relationships". Considering the Year of Fail and The Year of Change is pretty much self explanatory, cause you've heard me complain about that at one point or another, I'm going to move straight to the last one.

The Year of Relationships.  So ( Read more... )

You know, I think I'm a very reasonable and logical person. And I like to always look at things from every possible angle before I make a decision on how  feel about it or what I think about something. But no matter what, I still think I will never fully understand people when it comes to religion.

I understand 100% that religion plays an extremely ( Read more... )