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Admitting it is half the battle...
I have never been one to hold things in when they needed to be said, but I can honestly say that this, what I'm about to type, has been in my head and never spoken from my lips ( Read more... ) -
How I Met Your Mother
I watched this episode of HIMYM a couple weeks ago and it still pops up into my mind from time to time, and just watched a video on YouTube that made me think of the episode yet again ( Read more... ) -
The Victim No Longer
It's funny the things you realize the older you get, and the lonelier you are. Just recently thrown back into the single life, I have realized so many things about myself, and it's only been 4 days ( Read more... ) -
What now?
I always used to think that I would have it all figured out by now. I'd have my degree, an awesome job, possibly an amazing boyfriend, and I'd own my own car. Presently, I am about to move in with my mom because my dad was helping me out with my rent, but stopped because we had a heated argument and it ended really bad. I still owe 2 grand on my ( Read more... ) -
Dear Past Loves
First, I would like to thank you all for reading this, even though none of you probably will make it all the way through, let alone, read the first sentence. This letter to you is for me, to help me let go of any unresolved issues I still have revolving my life. Since I can't just pinpoint one thing that all of you have done, I am going to give a ( Read more... ) -
Working out my Thoughts
We decided to do this 30 day thing, and I was ok with it. Wouldn't that make us still technically something to each other? One would think so, but you go and talk to the one person I didn't want you to talk to when we were together. I know you say that we aren't together anymore, and you don't want me to think that we are just yet, but telling me ( Read more... ) -
Pros
I'm making a list of everything I love about him to remind myself, if I ever feel upset, or we just got into a fight, that I'll have it forever to remind me of why I am with him ( Read more... ) -
From Beginning to End
Let's start before I met him ( Read more... ) -
The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly
There comes a time when you just can't ignore the feelings in your stomach, especially when it's making noises like Chewbacca. I've had stomach aches from eating too much food, hell I've had stomach aches from not eating, but I have never been sick to my stomach like I have been since I've been in a relationship. Everything he does scares me. I'm ( Read more... ) -
As I smoke my cigarette..
I'm reminescing over the past 5 months and how happy I've been, and aggrivated I've been to the man I love. I've realized years ago that I am the type of person who pushes others away, and I do it not because I think they will hurt me, but because I have no idea what I'm in for. I'm fearful of what could happen, all of the "what ifs." If I could ( Read more... )