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This summer is so weird. It's way too...busy. I am working on all my friendships at once, as well as actually working (for Jon's dad in his garden). I was at Gwen's today. We watched The Anchorman and tried to repair a minor error Gwen had made in setting up her brother Hunter's basketball hoop. It took like a zillion years. Cullen and I both had ( Read more... ) -
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I'm back. I spent most of the last few days up at my mom's family's cabin, along with my parents, my sister, and her four best friends. I mostly did chores, wrote, read, and lay in the sun willing my legs to get tan (It didn't work, surprise, surprise ( Read more... ) -
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I'll try to start updating again soon. My depressions's been worse recently, so even when I have had time (I've been scandalously busy, even though it's summer) all I've felt like doing is reading. At least I wrote one good poem recently. No need to elaborate on my inspiration for it ( Read more... ) -
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I haven't properly updated in a really really long time. Sorry about that. Although I don't know why I'm apologizing. I am in one of my why-should-I-even-waste-my-time-updating-because-it-is-so-egocentric-and-depressing-because-no-one-reads-it-anyway moods. Wow, I think that was the longest hyphenated thing I have ever typed ( Read more... ) -
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He's really gone. I cann't believe it. It only started settling in when I dropped my his open house yesterday. I don't know what to say. -
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Maria, I am not getting into our difficulties here. I need to talk to you on the phone about that ( Read more... ) -
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Aagh. Sorry for being so angsty. I'll be less irritating once school is out. Seven more days. But only three for Devin..... -
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How can I have become like this? Whose fault is it ( Read more... ) -
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Sorry to be so angsty. Maybe once I start going to a counseler it will get better. I hoope it'll be worht the few hundred dollars my parnets are willing to pay for it. Ick ( Read more... ) -
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Sorry I have been invisible online lately. A memory board on our copmputer failed. It was very, very sick and we (read 'my dad') have finally cured it. More later.