May 27, 2005 16:38
How can I have become like this? Whose fault is it?
I used to think I was so strong. Now I have not strength of my own, and no help. Maybe other people aren't made of glass, but I am. And I've glued myself back together a couple of times now, and I'm sick of it. This is ridiculous. I'm so angry with myself for letting this happen. If I just had the sand to do something for myself once in awhile I wouldn't be the wreck of self-pity that I am now. Sigh....
rant