I am so glad Christmas is over, not tha i dread it, it's just that i got my lower brackets saturday and the worst day would have been the next, right? as expecetd, i wasn't able to eat much nor move at all! i was in so much pain that while my cousins, aunts and uncles were having a party, i was in bed aching! while they were having a feast, i had ( Read more... )

i got braces and they hurt a lot! tomorrow, dr. peachy's gonna put my lower brackets! i stocked planax in my bag aready!!!

i gave up worrying about stupid stuff and stupid people...so...WHERE'S THE PARTY?!? I AM READY TO PARTY!!! WHERE'S THE PARTY?!?

I have one person on my ignore list ( Read more... )

"i will make sure i will be worthy enough to meet your dad"

now this thought lingers in my head... will he ever?

if he doesn't get to, will he ever be there again? or have we just lost that thrill of looking forward to meeting the "batas" of my life? this line is the only thing that keeps my faith in him. the sole reason why i even trust and believe ( Read more... )

was partying saturday night with high school friends, dinner then drinking and lotsa storytelling about high school days...i was having fun until 4am ( Read more... )

trust is something we give others, difficult as it may be, we do have to trust others one way or another, sooner or later, for our own growth, for our own benefit,  and for our own happiness. it is but everyone's task to be trusthworthy. we owe it to others that we be trustworthy, right? i mean, how else can we move around trusting people around us ( Read more... )

not knowing...nobody actually knows where he might end up...and this a good thing. there are things in our lives we don't really know anything about thus give us a brighter view of the future, of tomorrow. fear is the only thing that gives us disgust over tomorrow. that is something we have to overcome, otherwise, we will never be who we ought to ( Read more... )

it's funny how one morning you realize you are a whole new person. it's funnier that one person in your life could make this change happen. you probably never have thought this change was even possible.

it is possible...

i have built a strong ego boundary for myself, this i did not build overnight. it took years for me to come up with it, consciously ( Read more... )

i feel so old...at 24, i feel so old?!?

parties are not the same for me anymore, a few years back, parties define me, parties put some sense of fulfillment in me that i have been in that party and that has given me some sense of accomplishement. COOL!!!

parties are now mere occasions for me to see friends, catch up, rant and rave, and just be ( Read more... )