Everything in my life is in balance. My parents have grown comfortable with my new living situation and long term relationship. There's no chaos except for the one I struggle with everyday.

I also hate my job.

Starting to feel like the larger person from the past.

I don't write here anymore but elsewhere instead. Let me know if you continue to read me...

Now that I have access to the internet at home I will probably post more often. Though I can't promise. I blame my medication for the drought of self interest ( Read more... )

Phew! Life is hectic. Moving in with a partner and adopting a cat together! I have my own little family now. Its unreal.

I think I need to smoke hash frequently to rid myself of over thinking and anxiety.

Today has been so good. I'm flying.

Also, I'm becoming body obsessive again. Gad.

In a month time we will be moving to a lovely one bedroom apartment situated in the downtown area of the city. This is a huge step in our relationship. Although not really. We've been sharing space daily for the last two months now ( Read more... )

(I haven't had full computer access resulting to lack of updates.)

It's Canada Day and I am waiting the arrival of my partner and a case of beer. Today has been a weird and exhausting day although it concluded positively.

I have control again and there is no more wishing for relief.

I don't think I have ever had any experience of being with someone who verbally expresses love so much until now.