I am failng at all things important to me . That includes love. My romantic relationship is crumbling and we don't know how to resolve it.

I cannot believe the fucking shit I put myself in consistently. Other than flaring insecurities my life is slowly going in reverse.

I am having that aching to talk out loud to explain my fears and desires.

I feel suppressed as fuck lately. I've become desolate, cold, and repulsed by intimacy.