a little fucking effort.

[afk47]

everyone has personal challenges in their lives, you know, getting through medical school, making differences in people's lives or acheiving some personal goal in life. mine is simply searching for motivation to do just about anything. let me tell you, motivation can be such an aggravation. sure, the ADD diagnosis and dexedrine (same thing as

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[andreadynamite]

What math class are you taking?

[afk47]

pre-calc.

[andreadynamite]

Holy monkeys. I don't think I'll be taking pre-calc, my major only requires statistics.

I took two math classes this summer (098 and 104.. I'm behind *blushes*) and I don't think I'll ever take a math class during ths summer again. I got A's in both classes but I don't think I slept much at all. I was also taking two other classes, which would have been cake had I not taken math. I think I need the 15 weeks to let all of that mathy goodness sink into my pea-brain.

Good luck with the math.

[afk47]

I didn't pass it in high school and kinda gave up on it since. besides, RIT's business program wants at least calculus so I figure I'll retake pre-calc and take calc in the spring or something. I'd much rather take it at MCC than RIT, hah. thanks for the well wishes dear, best of luck to you in your future math endeavours!

[melliemelro]

I'm going to be honest with you. I know I've never met you in person, but from reading your LJ and the few times we've talked on AIM, I admire you. Nothing is ever going to be perfect and few things will even be excellent, but really, what's meant to be will be. I can give you several examples of that in my life if you ever want to know, just ask, I'll tell you what they are

[afk47]

I love feedback because not only do I get to hear what people think, I can learn something from them as well. even if say something that isn't what I need to hear, I want to hear it. I just have to remember that figuring shit out is a life long process and to think that I can have even an idea at this point in my life is a little rediculous but I like to live life on the edge. :P

[dreny]

hey babe. You're absolutely right, and dude motivation is a bitch and even when there is motivation it still doesnt always help. Its hard to go to college and work at the same time, but I think you're doing just fine. I love ya sweety

[afk47]

hmm... I think I could be doing better, haha. thanks dear. IM me sometime so we can hang out.

[thenerd]

so i totally had a dream the other night that you called me.

[afk47]

hmm... interesting, nothing yet about running into you at a liquor store or anything?

[anonymous]

The Journal is just a small part of who you are. I would hope people would know that. You should not feel completely exposed and embarrassed about your writing. I don't think people would get the wrong impression of you. I mean everyone holds back a bit at times when they write but also some people make things up just to get what they may be feeling out. You should never delete what you are about to post because that is a feeling and you can get it out through your writing. The feelings you are having are normal but it will work out you have a family that loves you and your writing is lovely.

[afk47]

it'd be easier to thank you if I knew who you were. :P