Comments | afk47: a little fucking effort.

afk47

a little fucking effort.

Aug 17, 2005 20:12

everyone has personal challenges in their lives, you know, getting through medical school, making differences in people's lives or acheiving some personal goal in life. mine is simply searching for motivation to do just about anything. let me tell you, motivation can be such an aggravation. sure, the ADD diagnosis and dexedrine (same thing as ( Read more... )

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nessy82 August 18 2005, 10:34:56 UTC

i hear ya on the embarrassed/exposed thing. Almost all of my entries are private and when i saw your comment in my diary i was hoping you didn't read the entry!
By the way i got you on random. i hope you don't mind.

afk47 August 19 2005, 02:20:55 UTC

haha, no problem. just gotta stay involved!

A little advice... sexyfaery August 18 2005, 14:27:38 UTC

whether or not you take it is up to you. In my humble opinion, you need to stop comparing yourself to other people. Stop caring so much about what they think. I'm not saying be an egocentric douchebag, but don't put so much stock into other people. And I know that giving up and playing video games will make you happy now, but that's just because it's the easy answer. Usually the right answer isn't easy.
That's my two cents.

Re: A little advice... afk47 August 19 2005, 02:20:44 UTC

I appreciate your advice, it's that that I don't care about what other people think of me, far from it. it's that comparing myself to other people seems to be the only way to motivate myself into improving myself or my grades. I'm realizing more and more that I'm a competitive person and I like to be at the top. and yeah, I know the easy way out because it's always sitting in plain sight. there's a reason why I've been taking classes in the winter session, spring semester, both summer sessions, back again in the fall and even more in the winter too. oh, and the spring of '06 also. :| my longest break is going to be the next two weeks which I'll spend as much time working as possible because my financial aid this semester was rejected because my parents make too much.

heartofdorkness August 19 2005, 01:18:51 UTC

I can certainly empathize with feelings of being stuck, which is what I'm reading in (hopefully not reading into) your post. Changing the situation is inevitably going to take more time. Sad but true.

Oh, and sweet song.

afk47 August 19 2005, 02:13:30 UTC

glad you like it chuck. I might have to beat into you a good taste in music after all!

spiffyme03 August 19 2005, 17:05:36 UTC

Hey you, I don't really know what to comment about, I just thought I'd let you know I read your post.

afk47 August 22 2005, 04:39:35 UTC

thank you. keep it up. :P

yep... _phantom_glitch August 19 2005, 21:22:05 UTC

i know what you mean.

Re: yep... afk47 August 22 2005, 04:38:23 UTC

thanks for the reply dude. have val call me sometime so we can all go chill, celebrate the new job and all.