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Writer's Block: Would you want a do-over?
on this entire year yes.............in fact i'd just like to erase all of the to this date.........from December till now i would like it to have never existed
i understand my reasoning and though i doubt i'll ever come to terms with what has happened
i feel that ever meeting cameron, ever talking to him, ever dating him and ever loving him
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because i want you to know
I tried so hard to get you back ( Read more... ) -
cuz he said
God Damn That kid don't know what he's got till its gone.
I've been the one to fuck someone who I knew didn't love me.
When someone else loved me all along.
You fucking idiot.
You don't know how much she's worth.
And she's worth ten times more than whatever you think. Fuck you.
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a response to that same silence
You can force feed me all the words you want me to speak
I know many boys
I know your story
I ask all the questions you can't seem to answer
Nor do you ask me
A friendship is all im looking for at the moment
In every one of my guy friends
They all know this
They all respect this
So why can't you
I can't provide more than what I have at the moment
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cameron
Sleep yet again is an escape for the weak
Current mood:awakened finally
i won't be sleeping well anytime soon
my dreams as of recent have been rotten and corrupted
twisted like a disease uncurable
i've been tearing myself apart
peice by piece
i can not describe to you the way i feel, so broken
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will this all blow over?
yeah but see i cheated and im the one that's "not trying" to work at it......but in reality its not that im "not" fighting for it....it's that im fighting with myself and the guilt i've wracked upon myself that makes it difficult to breathe
my heart hurts and i feel phsycally sick
i hate this
why are we doing this to ourselves
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Cam
too many cookies make you fat... sad truth...
You question life all the time.. it is a second nature that goes along with living it. You live and question why you do so.
Recently, specifically within the last few months, I have seen how great said life can be. I was given this force that shown throughout all darkness, btw i am afraid of the dark ( ( Read more... ) -
Billy
Is this what you wanted, is this what you needed to hear?
I guess I should write another blog rite?
Express how I feel again?
Open up again.
So everyone can get to the bottom of it?
So everyone can see the root of all my problems?
This is all fucking bullshit.
I am in love with Andrea.
But don't you see, that no matter what shes going to lose someone.
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there are two sides to everything ( Read more... ) -
im finally falling
I am falling
I am actually falling
I can’t believe it
Torn between two
I am slipping
Farther down the rabbit hole
Don’t know which way I’ll end up
Should I just fuck now?
I mean, you are my first
But should you be my last?
I have the potential to be a slut
I mean….I am wanted
By both genders
And sadly it’s has always been this way as I come to find out
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