god, death cab for cutie is just killing me today. ripping my heart right out and handing it to me all wrapped up in paper. gah. their new album. i just think it's so good.

i have new pink hair. weeeeeeeeee!!!

is it weird to eat a salad, salami, and cheese at 9:30 am? i don't know what it is but breakfast food is just not sounding appealing lately. so i got my roots all bleached lastnight and my head is itching so amazingly bad. next, my haircut and totally awesome pink extensions. after the movie. weeeeeeeee!!! speaking of movies, i totally went ( Read more... )

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my bad dreams are starting to come back. a couple nights ago i dreamt of a spider who enlarged with every breath he took and eventually grew fur and fangs and hissed while attacking me. i woke up throwing my blankets off and trying to get him off. then came a dream of kevin and his new girlfriend and i woke up with the tightest feeling in my ( Read more... )

PS: i bumped a cookie sheet into my stomach and burned myself. real bad. it looks like i was in the beginning stages of branding myself. now my career as a bikini model is ruined thanks to the big fat scar i'll probably have. cause otherwise, my stomach is totally perfect for bikini modeling. right guys? ... guys ( Read more... )

so far this week, i've laid in bed everyday until i had to go to work...then i came home and laid in bed until the wee hours trying to fall asleep. so today i forced myself to get up and start cleaning. well, not until 2pm. but anyway, it feels good to be kind of productive. i have acting class tonight, then maybe going out for a little bit? ( Read more... )

shit dude. lastnight SUCKED. i hate things having to do with boys and my relationships with certain ones. and tonight i'm supposed to go to a champagne and disco party at the mirabeau room but i have NOTHING to wear. am i doomed for shitty bars and beers? i should take a stand and go shopping before work.

man, rita, you'll be so proud of me: i'm going to buy kelly clarkson's album.

also, man, geoff: beau jest closes NEXT weekend. how about next wednesday we go?

you guys hate me.