I sit alone in a one bedroom loft apartment.. it is mine.. rent paid.. utilities paid.. it is mine.. for once.. I have accomplished something.. achieved a goal.. I am proud.. and I have made my mother proud ( Read more... )

There is still not a night that I don't think about him.. I dream of holding him and being with him. Though it will never happen... I dream of waking and being in his arms and knowing that everything is alright and finally in its place as it should be.. but it will not happen... How can it when the man I am in love with loves me not... But I still ( Read more... )

Since christmas I have yet to be home and have yet to have been able to leave this infernal prison. But now... Today... I'm going home. I am finally able to go home and see my family again. Though, it will be quite a challenge to get around for right now, I am still going home. I have both my heels needing immediate care and surgery and due to the ( Read more... )

You are an Atheist
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Why is it that you have some mornings that you wake up and the whole world feels like it is there just for you? Everything seems to be going your way and everything seems to be falling right into place and then the rest of your day seems so easy... And then the next day can be the complete opposite... you wake up fighting with an annoying roommate ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a craving for something and not have access to it? You want and want and feel like you NEED it.. grrr.. I hate cravings.. but for once in my life this craving is for something that is not so addicting in its substance... Nope.. well, i guess it depends on who you are and your liking to the world of music.. I want my cds back!! I ( Read more... )

You Are A Rowan Tree


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(Okay so.. i know the letter is not being sent to the person that needs to read it but i had to get it out of my system before i snapped and hurt someone i care about ( Read more... )

..................................make the tears stop, someone... Please? ..................................

....................................................Im so tired of crying today.........................................

...............i don't like the thoughts in my head........

Okay, so I snagged this from my buddy, Carnos.. I thought I would see how many I got (seeing as I am not much of a movie person...) ok.. so whats pathetic to me is that I got about 120-140 X'ed.. I'm too tired to do a thorough count.. I think i have a few more than him though.. thats wierd.. heh ( Read more... )