new journal- Orangina_12. add me, k? I don't know why I bothered starting a new one, just kinda wanted a fresh start.

I wish I could lie to myself and say this is what I want and just let myself be happy, but I can't and carry that sinking feeling of TRYING to fool myself(I suppose it's a good thing, I don't let myself fall for stupid things...) In 9th grade I did a project on Eramus and how he said the fools are the lucky ones b/c they don't know teh horrors of ( Read more... )

merr, Im sick with either allegries, strep, or just a bad head cold, either way its weighing me down. of course theres a WAC as well, but thats a side note, right ( Read more... )

why the fuck do i do this to myself? kladsjfa;lksdjfa;klsdjf

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

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I suppose this has been teh best vacation, or maybe the worst? I honestly couldnt say. Ive learned Im much too trusting, I need to get meds for my ADD(this WAC is going nowhere), and that Ive truely changed since middle school. I use to be able to get angry and honestly tell people what I think. And now I hardly have it in me to be mad at others. ( Read more... )

!!! that is what I feel like right now. Im excited for tomorrow(1/2 day, football game) and then Ill be in NY, which will be amazing. Is it possible that I haven't been to New York since last Thanksgiving? I can hardly contain my happiness about going, I just feel like smiling constantly. Then track will start so Ill be getting exercise which will ( Read more... )

Its easy to be unhappy, to let yourself submerge into that depression, but I wont be that girl!Because I know Im not, Ive just been having a tough time lately. But thats when things count, when things aren't so sunny and thats when it takes guts to get through it. I shouldnt compare myself to others, its not going to get me anywhere. I suppose the ( Read more... )

If someone asked me what I got out of high school, what important fact I learned(and I dont mean the cause of WWII, how to solve a polynomial etc.), but rather what essential fact of life I now know, Id have to say that things change. This cant be understated, my life has done a complete 180. Last year alone proved that point(how well can one ever ( Read more... )