Spoke to Bloodaxe the other night.  Was high as hell when he found me the first time and I can't remember a lot of what was said but there was crying and frustration and finally some moving on I think.  Finally some closure and relief.  And I think I fell asleep he kept petting my hair like a weirdo

Can hardly think straight.  The axe is ready, just ( Read more... )

You stop this right now Arhena. No more of this feeling business. No more of this thinking there's anything left of him in that eye. There is only a runeblade.

One that can apparently draw me into himself for tea time whenever he wants.

This isn't a game we're playing. Dae expects me to be the humanity to his killing machine. Not something weak ( Read more... )

Writing down these thoughts while I'm still in my right mind.  Going back into the fray in a few minutes.

Met up with the lot of them in Ratchet, like the letter stated.  Spoke briefly to Pook before the rest of them got there.  I figured since there was a priest involved there would be holy magic involved as well, so I was prepared to face that.   ( Read more... )

It goes on and on sometimes, rambling about the insignificance of everything. Making commentary on the souls I harvest for it, testing me at times. What am I doing? I keep asking myself this question and each time I have no favorable answer. I am being weak-minded and a fool. I am putting hope into something that thrives and feeds off of ( Read more... )

There have been one too many emotional things going on the last several days.  Or three too many.  I think I've hit my limit and might drift off for a while, take the runeblades off to the Highlands and disappear for a bit.

I'm just getting too emotional about things that don't concern me, as is my wont.  She was my friend, in a sense.  Toward the ( Read more... )

The last few days have been spent in rigorous battle. I've had little time to stop enough to take the occasional respite every six or so hours, let alone stop to write anything.

Somehow he convinced the magisters to send me the obliterated remains of his runeblade to me as a last request. That they even granted him a last request is surprising, ( Read more... )

I don't know what to put here. I could say a lot of things about him. A lot of what he did was bad and I won't make excuses for any of it

He did good things too. And I will remember the good things

He would remember me for the good things I've done if our roles were reversed

Wish I could've se

My heart beat once and it was the worst thing ever. Let ( Read more... )

Hah, I slept right through it, didn't I?

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All the souls hahah

Eeryt

Everything is so bright I can see evEry

It's been too long

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All that sleeping has me lethargic ( Read more... )