blah fucking blah. its been a while since ive written in this thang her'. that was redneckish. remind not to say that agian. so..... i didnt really do much since ive written last. i went and hung out with elysia and the crew, met chris. hes cool, a little quieter than i am but who isnt. i dont shut up. but he seems cool. ummmmmm, what else. oh yeah ( Read more... )

i finally couldent take the pain and sarrow anymore and i called the bitch. i talked to her for a good hour. she said shes been going thruogh the same feelings and satying up all night and all that. then she said she felt bad and wanted to get back together. i know its SO not me to say what i said but i told her to go fuck a dog. there is no way i ( Read more... )

i thought i was over an old girlfriend.......thought being the key word there. i havent talked to her or anything. but last night i started thinking about her after i left Elysia's house. brought back some old memorys. then i stayed half the night peuking my brains out. heres the story. i met her my freshman year. she was very nice, really smart, ( Read more... )

its been a while seince ive written in this thing. ive been busy, having a driver's license aint all its cracked up to be. yeah its better to have one than not but my parents keep making me run errands and i fuucking hate it. damn this blows. but now i get to get out of this damn house more. as long as i have gas money. damnit. it seems like ( Read more... )

HAVING MY LICENSE KICKS FUCKIN ASS!!!! i got a 98 on my state drive! the only thing that got me was i was in my grandpas tahoe wich is wider than any vehicle ive ever driven and when she had me back around a corner i didnt start my turn fast enough. i didnt go into oncoming traffic but i came close to the center line.....like four feet. but she ( Read more... )

fuck i hate kids. i have to babysit my little cousin for a couple hours while his dads boinken some girlfriend of his. if hed stop thinkin' with his dick he wouldent have a kid in the first place. the kid is funny as hell though. ive tought him all the bad words there is know and he for some reason told his dad that he learned them in school. so ( Read more... )

i so cant wait till tuesday!! my grandpa said i could use his tahoe for my state test!!!!! do you how fucking awsome his tahoe is?!?!?! its the best fucking car on the face of the whole fucking world!!!!!!!!!!! AND I GET TO DRIVE IT ALL DAY TOMORROW AND THE NEXT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you have no idea how fucking cool that is. i damn near bust a nut ( Read more... )

not a whole lot goin on. i went with my dad to look at new work trucks. hes going to replace his render truck. but the only places we could find that has big trucks is in central oregon. damn i hate long trips. especialy with my dad. the man thinks hes funny but all he is is annoying. and he thinks the funniest thing in the world is to belch and ( Read more... )

IM TAKING MY STATE DRIVE ON TUESDAY!!! HELL YEAH!!! i dont where im gonna go but im sure as hell driving!!! and my parents bought a new car so i get their old one so i already have a car AND ITS FREE!!!! how kickass is that?!?!?! now all i need is a job so i can put a cd player in it and a new windshield. but i cant find one. damn not having a job ( Read more... )

i fucking hate car shopping. it sucks balls.....big hairy ones. car salesmen do too. they suck even bigger and hairier ones. my dad told one he could lick his. i wish i was joking, but i aint. but i got to ride in a viper so it was almost worth it. and my parent are looking at buicks centurys and bonevilles and murcury le sabers and shit ass granny ( Read more... )