FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i finally couldent take the pain and sarrow anymore and i called the bitch. i talked to her for a good hour. she said shes been going thruogh the same feelings and satying up all night and all that. then she said she felt bad and wanted to get back together. i know its SO not me to say what i said but i told her to go fuck a dog. there is no way i can even think about going out with her again. i know everyone deserves a second chance and all, but she can get hers with somebody else. i feel like a mighty weight has been lifted off my shoulders. i feel free, i feel like a million bucks. i just want to dance around and sing and slash the dirty whores tires. it felt GREAT telling her off. and it felt like the weight got lifted off me with each word that came out of my mouth. i was laughing when i hung up. i was laughing cuz it tickeld. it was the greatest feeling ive ever felt, cept for when we were goig out and i just held her......but fuck that feeling. it can lick my hairy bean bag. sorry you guys had to hear that last part. but i cant help it. eh. its not worse than anything i say in person. but seriously, i cant even express in words how i feel. and im usually pretty good at talking about how i feel. this feeling has me speechless, AND I LOVE IT!!!!!! i know i would have been better off in the end of this thing if i could have some kind of warning this was going to happen. but screw the old, im looking forward to the future. i threw out all of the letters she ever gave me, witch was three whole shoeboxes by the way. and i took her off my email list. i hope she burns in hell.