i wish i posted more, but this is what i've got:

[acidtripsatan]

So, I was thinking...
the past few weeks I've been... pretty much depressed... I mean, since my Chevy got wrecked in march I've been having a really rough time, mostly because it took two months of dealing with the insurance company to get my money, and i received only a little emotional support from people around me. anyways, ya know how most

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[psipsy]

Sure, if you could go back and change something you would, but does that mean you would have never fucked up either way?

We're all destined to fuck up. As long as you know when/where/why, there's still hope.

[edenzwill]

Cullen, please dont take this the wrong way - but we could never work it out cause you were cheating on me and lying to me and pretty abusive - and I was going crazy as a direct result of knowing you were lying to me. it doesnt matter anymore, but this post really upset me and I had to say something. Im completely over it, and I love you as my daughter's father, but please dont fool yourself.

On the flip side, I am proud of you. Finishing school, doing what you gotta do to survive. You're doing much better since we broke up and regardless of my sadness of you not being around chloe, our breakup was obviously for the better. We're both much better people seperated from each other. But, as I told you for the MANY years I knew you, you'll always have a special place in my heart.

ANYWAY - new pics of the baby - and if you actually get on AIM sometime I have a couple videos.

Chin up sweetpea, you're making it, and you're doing fine. Dont live in regret or wishing for different results. You'll do just fine <3

[edenzwill]

[emullama]

hey. i just noticed that i wasn't on your friends list.

maybe i'm just blind to the hints...
did i do something wrong?

i'm not online near as much as i used to be.
if you want to talk, call me. i have a new cellphone number.
330 268 0720

[edenzwill]

cullen...where are you?