I am sitting in the college office and there are a bunch of papers in my hand and one of them, on top, is folded in half and on the front of it is a picture of zach and someone else in like a darkish place and they look nice with like button down shirts. i open the paper and on the inside is something written on graph paper and realize that they ( Read more... )

sometimes i get this total tunnel vision, where all i can see is what is straight infront of me. i don't care what is happening around me i am just completely focused in. a car could come towards me and i woudlnt know it until it was hitting me. it usually happens when i am angry. i get so upset, so annoyed that i just completely block everything ( Read more... )

everything i want to say
i don't know how
there are no words for the things that i feel
and if there are i can't express them
with the words that i know

i havne't written anything on here in a really really long time. the site is so different now than how i remember it. I also assume that no one ever reads these anymore and i just wanted to write this somewhere where people could see it but not people who are a part of my life ( Read more... )

ok so i don't know if he was just being stupid but
eli asked me to make up a name for his band!!!!!!
i am super excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so i think this i kinda pointless because almost no one reads these anymore and like no one goes on here anymore but ( Read more... )

tonight is one of those nights that are great and terrible, but the terrible seems to overlap the great ( Read more... )

have yourself a merry little christmas

let your heart be light

from now on our troubles will be out of sight

have yourself a merry little christmas

make the yull tide gay

from now on our troubles will be miles away

here we are as in olden days

happy golden days of yours

faithful friends who are dear to us

gather near to us once more

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wow i feel bad because i just sorta ruined one of my surprises for christmas. i mean it was on my list but i never know the things they are actually going to pick from the list and actually buy but i just found out one and it was totally by accident. it was on this website where my dad bought it and the reciet email came to my email account and i ( Read more... )

constantly pushing the world i know aside
i don't even feel the pain
i don't even want to try