so i feel like a failure. i really do, i wanted to get into concert choir so badly. Like...i can't even explain how i feel right now except for.. try putting your all into one thing, putting your hope into it..and then being told you are not good enough. I mean you can audition again the fall...but she already chose 11 sopranos and she doesn't ( Read more... )

Spending the weekend with my family, Josh and his family. lol. for the...4th weekend in a row.
Weekend 1 : Easter down at Josh's
Weekend 2 : Elijah Concert
Weekend 3 : Went home with Josh
Weekend 4 : this weekend.

lol ir's fun though, i'm excited to see everyone. I'm also looking forward to the band concert since Janet and Rodney are driving up early ( Read more... )

so deleted the last two posts. Basically i'm sick with the flu, some virus, and liquid in my ears. It's not a fun time i gotta say. So i missed the last football game, :( . I really wish i could've gone to it but i was sick and they didn't want me to get worse. So last night Josh came over and brought me tea and cookies. ^.^ He cheered me up so ( Read more... )

sooo yeah i'm happy. lol. Fall break went by way too quickly but i'm glad to be back here. I went over to Josh's last night when he got back and we just listened to classical music, and talked about life and classes and us etc. it was just so nice. plus he likes my hair ( Read more... )

Honestly it continues to amaze me day after day...how just by seeing him, or hearing his voice makes me so happy. I mean...i could be having a horrid day...and just the sight of him makes my whole aspect of the day turn so good.

Classes are long, Colorguard is hard, Bosnia planning is annoying, and Life is just a continuous test. We get tested ( Read more... )

Your Learning Style: Expressive and Tenacious
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R.I.P. Uncle Sid

you are finally free of the cancer and the pain...

:( *tear*

i can't sleep..
my mind won't stop thinking
and i think i found out what i could change in my life that would end up making me alot happier

...

i just don't know if i want to change majors, or if it is too late...

Artist: Eva Cassidy Lyrics ( Read more... )

Well here it is..the beginning of a fresh start for me. Before journals were always about writing things down so other will have a glimpse of what is going on in my life. This is different. This time I am writing purely for myself, and only for myself. At some point I may let some friends take a look at what is behind the closed barriers of the " ( Read more... )