And just when I'm least expecting it, it comes up to bite me. Hard. Even though we've "figured it all out," I still don't know what to think of it. Frankly, I don't think I deserve this. I didn't ask for it in any way, shape, or form, and had gotten past it a long time ago, and I had nothing to do with it this time. Yet I have to deal with it. But ( Read more... )

I spent Sunday night curled up on a bean bag chair in Sterling and Matt's living room. Why? Because I was still drunk from going to the Sloop with Sterling, Zack, Hillary, John, and Jeremy. Good beer is the sweet nectar of life. Friends are good too, especially when you realize that they really do care about you, and you care about them. Friendship ( Read more... )

Is it really possible to just have a girl who's a friend? A real friendship without one person liking the other? I think I found one, but then there's always your other friends bugging you about when you're going to start 'dating.' Why is this so hard? And why is it even harder to move past a friendship?

...It's done...
 *stares into the distance*

I feel like a soldier who's lost his composure. I've forgotten what I'm fighting for, and the things that mattered to me I've stopped caring about. I've just got too much school work to care about the rest. It's almost like I'm drowning, and can't catch hold to my beliefs to save myself. Maybe once I get back into the groove of things, it will get ( Read more... )

There are few things that are truly beautiful in this world, and most of us are too blind to see them ( Read more... )

Why can't we make up our minds? First we wanted to go down the coast from the 26th to the 3rd. Then we wanted to go to Banff, Alberta and sleep in a hostel. Then we wanted to snowshoe in 10 miles to a fire lookout perched 40 ft off the ground. Now we're back to camping down the coast, but only from the 26th through the 30th. I love my friends, but ( Read more... )

Not gonna do it.

he keeps winning and I'm going mentally broke ( Read more... )

Just when I thought Robert Gates was going to be the answer to some of our problems by admitting that we weren't winning the war in Iraq, he backtracks and says America is winning the war, but everyone else is losing it for us. Awesome, all we need is another tool of the Bush administration. For all you Bush lovers, remember: all we gotta do is ( Read more... )