i sit here, and i can't help but think constantly. this entry is going to be a huge rant, probably nothing i truly mean, but i need to get some of this out. i try to be an easy going person, i truly do. but there are somethings that make me uncomfortable and i dont like being around it, or reminded that the people i love do it. like, on the way ( Read more... )

so this has been an amazing weekend. it was our first indoor percussion competition and it was just amazingly fun. i typed the events to my friend patty in an IM, so im just going to copy&paste, excuse my vulgarity, but its been a crazy weekend ( Read more... )

you wouldnt understand ( Read more... )

i have gotten three, maybe four hours of sleep. my mind is racing, i wish there was more i could do. travis and his mom have to move out of their current household but don't have the money to move anywhere else in the city. they might go live with his gradnparents in girard which is half hour or so from my house. thus eliminating a lot of time i ( Read more... )

my life is here. i never know how to describe it. i'm happy. i worry a lot, but that's a normal for me. i think all the time about my life and how to move out as soon as possible. college seems like a waste, lol. i have a bladder infection, which sucks more than ever. but whatever. this is me procrastinating doing homework. who knows whats up guys ( Read more... )

and in all seriousness, i asked him. and he said yes. he held me closer than i thought possible. this is a date to remember. when he called me it for the first time, my heart skipped a beat. how surreal is my life.

i really need to start updating this more often. but not much really happens in my life. i go to school, which is a waste of my life, and i go to practice, which is always fun (sarcasmmm) and then im with travis, which we usually just hang out. things have been crazy in my life lately, though. i've been talking to some people moreso lately than i ( Read more... )

and just when i thought everything was getting better, two things come and knock me back on my feet. im getting up quicker these days, it's not taking much to keep me on the ground. i try to be everything i can be for some people, i want to make their lives better for them. but i can't. i have fallen hard for someone, and i am happy with him. ( Read more... )

fill this outtt cause i have no life. and im sure only like two people would do it. if im lucky ( Read more... )

my friend matt from the marines came home today for good! he's been gone for four or five years. i missed him so much. but i am so estatic right now. yayayay!