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and just when i thought everything was getting better, two things come and knock me back on my feet. im getting up quicker these days, it's not taking much to keep me on the ground. i try to be everything i can be for some people, i want to make their lives better for them. but i can't. i have fallen hard for someone, and i am happy with him. sometimes it feel surreal, but he makes me feel good. moreso than i've ever felt with anyone. my life is hectic, but i'm here. trying to comprehend the chaos.