all of the people come together
bubbling stream and sunny weather
why does this seem
this wonderful dream
will stalk and haunt until i scream
why can't i stop this speeding time
just to catch up, regroup my mind
before you get too far ahead
the twisting lines run through my head
stop picking every word apart
that soda cans a piece of art
the people pass you ( Read more... )

The greatest part of me was taken away last night, and instead of getting high like I always do, I cried it out. It felt good to cry. I haven’t cried in a long time. It was a forced cry a razor to the wrist cry. (Don’t worry I crossed the street) but I figured out that if someone wanted to be with you it would be obvious. I didn’t want something ( Read more... )

Led by this rope I self destruct

I lose all hope of any trust

Jump off the roof

And kill yourself

Because all I want is you out

Out of my confusion

Out of my blade

Out of my mind

It is the choice that you made

I wish you still believed in true love

I wish you’d love me like you did

I wish you’d repeat what you said

All of those memories strolling ( Read more... )

I just realized something

We don’t love each other anymore

I decided while cutting my arm apart

That you can be with him

And you can fuck him

And you can suck his dick

And you can lick his ear

And I don’t fucking care

So here you are I already smashed the dove

Crushed the rings

And I snorted the crumbled remains of my heart

Hey fuck you!

Why can’t you see

You complete me

And we are meant to be

For eternity

One more day now

Going on I don’t know how

My blood is running out

What are you crying about

Now I fucking hate you

What can I do

Tired of being lied to

So fuck you

You r feelings are lost in a fury

What is your fucking hurry

To move on from what we have

Cutting my heart in ( Read more... )

I call in my attempt to try to speak to you

But I choke on my words and hang up before I even hear your voice

My wrist is pouring with the crimson shade off-hand

I can see a piece of the razor stuck under my skin

Then I hear it, nocturne, I see the number on the screen

Contemplating whether or not to pick up

I pick up, I am such a sucker

To hear ( Read more... )

Congratulations

you are the one millionth person to let me know that I should give up on love

Love is the funniest joke I have ever heard

Well, at least since about two summers ago

I really hope I never speak with you again

For my throat be slit if I slither one word

I have finally seen the true

Very selfish side of you

And that is a side that ( Read more... )

Into the dark shadows of the trail of Graham

I find many plastic people with removable faces

And a box of replacement faces I find one in my hand

So I throw it in the air and as it falls into place

I see them all scatter around with you in the center

Not moving but on your knees

Sucking the dick of falseness

And when I piss on the president that ( Read more... )

Discontent crosses my mind

As the blade crosses my arm

No more killing myself over you

I will not wait for the sun to set in the east

I will cut my throat before I ever try to fall in love again

You left me stalling so hit the kill-switch

Hit it

Hit it

Hit it

You fucked me over AGAIN

It is killing me on the outside

And my soul is drowning on the ( Read more... )

I have been running for a long time now

And I see how stupid I was now

What was I thinking about when I tried

I really don’t know

I wish I knew you like I thought I did

My shoulders are sore

And I wish for once that you would give me a back rub

But I won’t hold your breath

I am too busy holding mine

As I grip it harder, I hear this

“Go ahead…. I ( Read more... )