i can hardly believe that it is already march, time goes by so incredibally fast. Here I sit, 19 years old... it's so werid. Sooo this past week has been crazy..

i like writing on LJ... because ... for some reason i feel like it's really safe and when i write things i feel like they are safe... i really tell how i feel on here... but then.. now... i'm pretty sure from nnow on that i will only allow my friends to read my profile... haha.. because i only trust you. kinda werid... i have been starting to ( Read more... )

i'm hungry. i love alan.i am going to go check my po in 10 minutes.
♥
abby

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I'm wathcing anchorman right now.. it's fantasatic! i love love love love it. haha it's one of my favorite mooooovies ever. it's so alarious. i'm gaining weight. EeeK! HEY WEAR DID YOU GET THOSE CLOTHES.... AT THE TOLIET STORE???? haha. oh oh oh oh man. This past week has been really strange..my mood has really been bi-polar.. eeh. But as right ( Read more... )

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am really into journaling right now. I like love it. I hate CWC with a strong passion. it' blows the big one. I guess i like it.. it's just stupid- like its easy kinda.. but all they grade on is tests and quizes so it makes it hard to get a good grade- espically for me because i am horrible at taking tests and even worse at quizzes. fuck um. gosh ( Read more... )

i think i'm homesick... for like the first time ever... :( it's no good at all. As of right now I don't really like Bethel... i feel totally out of place.. i mean it's alright- but i just don't know- i don't really like it right now- my classes all blow.. and i'm not meeting very many people who i can relate to.. sure everyone's nice..but not very ( Read more... )

Ah! ... Last night was a whole bunch of fun- haha -wooooo! lol.. so basically everyone on our floor.. includung our RA spent the night at our RA's house.. ha :) soooo katelyn and i being anti-social.. did not go.. and we totally had boys spend the night. omfg. we are so bad. ha. yeh katelyn had Brett spent the night.. he's a nice kid- i hope ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHH! It's fucking Staurday! Yay! So i am so way in love with Alan.. things are so so so so great with him now! <3 He is coming over in a couple of hours and is going to spend the night! ahhhh! yay.. it is so like whoa exciting! Him and i are going to have oh so so much fun! He is absoultly amazing!! Oh i really like how live journal has ( Read more... )

I miss being single. Soo much. I mean.. sure alan is great.. i like him a lot, but not like that really. I just don't get that feeling... which makes me feel horrible... I just don't know what to do... i really want to find out what will happen between him because he is really perfectly my type and we get along really well.. i just don't feel that ( Read more... )