Peering over a jazz drum kit, meeting the eyes of a failed student with a sense of disgust, tensing up with every loop as he remembers all of the time invested on the project. The wise-ass kid that took an entire summer to break and then rebuild. The hours of lessons free of charge and risking a whole hell of alot with his colleauges for this kid ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of the past tense and what I have done ( Read more... )

...waste of brain, and air and time. As I sit idly by, and opportunities past slip into the horizon. I can't seem to harness enough kinetic energy to get the hell out. The world set aflame in motion around me and I just spectate, to afraid or not motivated enough to go grab my fair share of something. I better hurry before my brain just turns to

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately about my childhood and the correlation with my other relationships. I couldn't help, but to ponder a great deal about the mysterious relationship with my own mother. It's always been quite puzzling to me and on several occasions I was not sure if we could even continue on. As far back as I can remember she ( Read more... )

I always see the rawness of your disdain ( Read more... )

...the lowest form of knowledge. People who rely upon this method, should go ahead and assume that the sky will soon be falling. Don't assume that I will be cool with a lack of courtesy or that I should or even will just get over something without any valid form of apology or explanantion. Excuses and cop-outs like "just because" are not enough to ( Read more... )

It's just the abscence that's making me fall so hard

Thinking's put my head in a vice

I don't need so much time to miss something

Picket fences are becoming more appealling

Kismet or my own will

My newfound love

And all things kitsch that I adore

I saw you with your bassinet

What you cradled dearly

And wondered if I could ever possess that

I really hope I get this job today, everybody please wish me luck.

I feel I'm on the brink of something ( Read more... )

I think from the start I was in love with being in love with you ( Read more... )