Well its about god damn time i stop filling your friend pages with non sense that is my life. Im sorry for everyone i have annoyed, with my stupidiy and crazyness i do apologize. i hope i am forgiven ( Read more... )

...And hell is over ( Read more... )

thankgodddddd its day 11.. that means tomrrow i have all day to be like yay! he comes home tomrrow! even though i cant see him and yes i will update, but still.. he'll be in the usa and i can relax and we can text and then i can relax even more. i think i ate too much chocolate, i dont feel too good. oh well i'll get over it ( Read more... )

you can go on myspace ( Read more... )

ten full days. go me. the worst is definatly behind me. i'm going to make sure of it. becuase you know what?! im sick of being depressed. its so not Lauren, and so beneth me. i know that sounds really concieded and what not but still... im tired of always being all sad and crying and missing him. he'll be home in 2 days. two. t-w-o. one then two. ( Read more... )

Wow.. its already been 9 days.. unless im just competely off.. which i dont think i am. im just too lazy to actually look tonight. im kinda tired and im planning on signing off extremely soon.. so i'll just throw all of my non-sensical day at all of you who dont read this now ( Read more... )

::heavy sigh ( Read more... )

i didnt even realize its been a week. i think ive done pretty good considering its been a week. i've had on serious nervous breakdown which was yesterday. today came a little close but i pulled myself together. and all was alright ( Read more... )

3 posts in one day... record? probably not ( Read more... )

Alright so i'll post the pics at the bottom to make up for my no pic blog, yesterday was a little crazy. and right now i'll tell you about my day yesterday so everything will be back to normal and i wont feel guilty for not living up to my word ( Read more... )