So i finally got a facebook..im not using this much anymore but i will still update when something needs to be said like today

im horribly upset we had to put our cat frisky down tonight..i cant stop crying i dont care what people say. animals are a part of family. now there is just lucy and riley, lucys all alone and she sad too..you can see it

I'm not growing up im just burning out...

I'M
GOING
TO
BE
GONE
SOON

maybe some day i will be back..
back to myself
im gone.
goodbye

I'm really screaming inside,
I can't get past this.
some days are fine, others like today..i hear that song and want to hurt him
hurt me and anyone around me
i thought i was stronger then this.

Who wants to drink tonight?

4 days till my birthday!! yay ( Read more... )

I just want to thank all my friends who have stuck by my side, literaly or not.. for the past 7months in my time of me needing you most ( Read more... )

So after two hours or crying in my bed last night ( Read more... )

So my mom is having like open heart surgery today she has to stay overnight and crap ( Read more... )

so embarrasing...my mom took my new mcr cd out with her whne she was running errands...because she likes their music and says they have some very nice songs..like number 12..

in other news I'm Almost 19!! yay 16 days left bar time.

so everything between me and roberto are finito for good. And i'm getting my and my dads 420$$ from his mommy today

give me a shot to remember
you can take all the pain away from me

save me
i dont have to die
you cant save me
im incomplete

What's that saying.. Its better to have loved and to have lost, rather to have not loved at all?

well its not true.