living a lie.

[_x_broken_x_]

So after two hours or crying in my bed last night,
i decided to have a talk with my father.
I told him that i have a big problem,
with drugs.
hard drugs he asks? yes i say.
cocaine? he asks? Yes i say..
but i dont want to go away.
i have a major problem and its not going away,
its ruining my life, my body destroyed my nose
god knows what else.

so he is going to call around and see if there are some programs or some help i can get around home so i dont have to go away.
Now tell me thats not suportive parenting right there...