aaaahhh.... Have you ever heard a sigh of relief? Not just a sigh, but more like a sighhhhhhhhhhh? Well, you just heard one. My new job was good tonight, much better than I had expected. My colleagues are... strange, but nice. The people there are patient and no one even tried to laugh at me or yell at me. I didn't have ANY problems calculating the ( Read more... )

I'm so bloody nervous... Tonight is my first night at "de Abdij". I'll start at 7, which is in only two hours. I hope I'll do a good job there. I mean, even though I'm an experienced bartender it's still hard for me to work in a completely new atmosphere with new people and a different bar. I'll be working with one or two other bartenders at the ( Read more... )

What can I say... I've been feeling a little sad and scared the past few days. Because I don't sleep much I'm terribly moody, and I fear that I'm pushing Olaf away from me. He has assured me he won't just walk out on me like that, and I know he won't, but I feel guilty for treating him unfair ( Read more... )

Ooooooh I'm having such an off-day. I drank way too much alcohol last night and now I'm turning the whole house upside down to find things to eat. Two baked eggs weren't enough, though I felt better after a cup of soup. You know what I'd REALLY like now? Hotdogs. And Macdonalds food. Pancakes. Or kentucky fried chicken. And something with cheese ( Read more... )

I think I got myself a job... I stopped by at this new café dancing called "de abdij" last week. I asked for a job and got invited for a little chit-chat. It all ended well and I'm added to the "roulation system" as this guy called it, meaning that I'll have my first night as Abdij bartender soon. I still want to keep my job at Exciting though, ( Read more... )

I have serious issuas when it comes to falling asleep. I spend half the night watching movies and dull documentaries on discovery channel, I count the smashed mosquito's on my ceiling (twelve) over and over again, I walk downstairs to get a drink, try to sleep again but I can't untill atleast 3.30. It's driving me crazy :(

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I recieved a really important package by mail yesterday.... It came all the way from Germany to my front door in Alblasserdam. What was in it? The full first season of dead like me on DVD :) I don't think I can thank you enough holgman!

I had never expected it, but telling a guy you're "into girls" works. It really does! They give you a blanc stare, a stupid joke and then they vanish into thin air.

- can I ask you something?
- sure!
- what's your name?
- Patty, but don't bother, I'm a lesbian.
- You... You're a dyke??
- eh.. yeah.
- hehe... *here's the blanc stare* Well, we've ( Read more... )

People spend 1/3th of their lives sleeping. I'm twenty years old, so that means I've slept for almost seven years. Seven years! Imagine what you can do in seven years time ( Read more... )