having a fabulous life right now. there is nothing dire that comes to mind on what i NEED ( Read more... )

i dunno what to write about ( Read more... )

I was at jolt'n joe's with my ladies, jessica, lacey and melissa, then decided to go hang out at the charcoal house cuz that's what jess and bean wanted to do. so we get there and DOGFACE is there. EWWWW. so i maddog her and she walks away with her ugly face. so whatever, go outside, kick it with the homies... sorry if everyone is standing around ( Read more... )

is all of this worth the hurt that he causes me?

does he realize how much he actually hurts my feelings?

will he ever see that i cry over him all night when he doesn't come home?

does he understand that i would do anything for him?

somethings i guess we will never know...

"it still amazes me that i am in a relationship. it'll cross my mind out of no where and it just seems so foreign to me. i think about bean and i think 'holy fucking shit. this is mine. and i can't touch anyone else. weirdddd.' lol. i love it though ( Read more... )

so in order to start it out...

- BULLETS!

- Work has cut my hours like none other.
     < I only have 20 hours this week. Hopefully Tawnya will give me her shift on Saturday.... Then I'll have 24.5 hours. WoW!

- I have searching the internet far AND wide for a new, better paying, FULL-TIME job.
     < If anyone has a job or a suggestion on ( Read more... )

it feels like years have past since i have written in here. well, its technically been a year +some. bean and i have an amazing apartment in la mesa near grossmont center. we're madly in love. it freaks me out sometimes, but i am SO excited to experience my life with him ( Read more... )

i miss bean. :[ i left him yesterday around 3pm. so its been almost 28 hours and i'm already all gah.  i won't see him til friday and that's even a toss up. that sucks balllls ( Read more... )

so the last time i checked i was 20.... right?

last night i was treated like i was 8. pretty much, my phone was completely dead all day long, it died when i woke up. so i went and got my nails done with diana, and ate, and kicked it at her house for a sec. when i came home to change clothes, get my phone charger and whatnot, my dad started ( Read more... )

Happy New Year everyone ( Read more... )