I feel so hopeless, that time can't go quick enough, but i still want to enjoy the present. its so bittersweet knowing what i have just a few months down the road. I'm scared that things are going to fall apart....But im pretty sure we're stronger then that....we have to be...it's us, right? I've realized lately that i feel more for him everyday, ( Read more... )

Watch as all my expectations blow up and explode
hit the ground and i hit the ground broken
trying to pick up the pieces among the broken glass
ill never be who i wanna be
never become more then i am
stuck here where i've always been
some place that seems like hell
Nothing ever changes, and no one ever sees
how distraught i am
this was my last chance
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*yawns*  Holy hell, im mega tired, with no good reason.  anyway, i'm bored and no one is on to talk to, so what the hell, might as well talk here, right? ..Yeah ( Read more... )

My mind is a tidal wave of emotions ( Read more... )

I hate this. I hate that things are so difficult. I hate that i can't sleep at night, i hate that i can't feel him near me ( Read more... )

In case you forgot who i was, this is me ( Read more... )

I'm slightly depressed ( Read more... )

I am. This is me ( Read more... )

it's honestly not even possible to tell you how good everything is. Its the weirdest feeling, being happy, and so scared all at once ( Read more... )

I love it when i'm right ( Read more... )