Im numb to everything at this point. Life is at a stand-still.
It would be nice to have my bestfriend try to pull me out of it, but thats impossible since she doesnt talk to me anymore.
Ill pull through this... hopefully. sometime before my surgery would be nice, since i have PLENTY of time after that to be alone.

Life is.... okay ( Read more... )

Just as life starts getting perfect and i started letting my gaurd down... It all crashed down on me. Why would i let it sneak up on me, i should have prepared myself better, instead i let it pounce on me. I should have had more control over it or something. FUCK. Its gone.. and so is my senior year. Possibly even college ( Read more... )

Life is going great right now, def. couldnt be better..BUT Im def. waiting for the peak to be reached and for me to come crashing down like i usually do around this time of year... Everything goes down, its just a matter of how far you let it go and how you pick yourself back up ( Read more... )

Im going to get there one way or another.
Happiness is just around the corner...

The sunset was perfect...

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5 months and a day... tis great

Life is good. <3333

INFORMATION ( Read more... )

the sunset was GORGEOUS last night
and so was he.
...Most of the time. :)