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Just as life starts getting perfect and i started letting my gaurd down... It all crashed down on me. Why would i let it sneak up on me, i should have prepared myself better, instead i let it pounce on me. I should have had more control over it or something. FUCK. Its gone.. and so is my senior year. Possibly even college.
All the bad stuff seems to happen around the same time of year. AND i knew that, but again like the dumby i am i let my gaurd down saying, MAYBE it wont happen this time. I was wrong, but i wont be stupid again next year, ill be waiting for it.
All the bad stuff seems to happen around the same time of year. AND i knew that, but again like the dumby i am i let my gaurd down saying, MAYBE it wont happen this time. I was wrong, but i wont be stupid again next year, ill be waiting for it.