wow, sorry it's been months since i've updated or checked in. life has just been happening soooo fast. i don't even know where i'd start because of all the stuff that has gone down. well, i'm off to class now (yeah, i'm that friend who has to take summer classes over the summer).... I'll be updating it soon, promise ( Read more... )

wow. don't know what's going on. totally confussed to when my life became open forum for everyone to state their opinions about, so if you have any comments, concerns, questions..anything, just leave a post for me and everyone to see and i'll reply there ( Read more... )

wow, definatly wanted to type "april 19, 2008" on my power point for my speech. I instantly felt like i lost 3 years of my life! Who does that? as one may guess, i'm giving a speech that has to do with drugs or alcohol...as usual ( Read more... )

wow, all i want to do is tell you something. something that you're not ready for, something that i dont want to admit. all i want to do is break down this barrier, the barrier that i dont want to cross. all i want to do is "get better". all i want is for you to except me despite of it, i can't afford you getting angry or disapointed at me. all i ( Read more... )

first off, i retracted the last entry because it was wrong of me to put. i was in a bad state of mind andi typed it with out thinking of who it would hurt. to the people it was directed towards... i know you have and alway be there for me and i appreciate it more then anything because our friendship come naturally and it will always be there. and i ( Read more... )

so i didn't really want to fail my religion midterm that bad so i decided to stay up the entire night and study, so presently i'm working off some caffeine pills and i'm extremly wired and jiddery. it's a good time, i'm going to have to invest in some of these things for nights like tonight. i've been extremly stressed out all week and the only ( Read more... )

so monday happened to occur rather quickly, but after i heard that we would hopefully be snowed in for tuesday I rushed to get my homework done, and i preceeded to do what i do when we should be snowed in. OUT OF CONTROL i dont even know how much i had, but i do know i had an ill time. We all decided to go outside at like 12 o'clock and play in ( Read more... )

so this weekend was a MUCH needed get away, i don't know why i have been so miserable up here in CT, i mean i love the people here [my friends are mad chill] and i'm having a blast here but for some reason I feel like everything I've been doing has been to escape how i feel and that all i am doing is faking it. All I want to do is scream and break ( Read more... )

hmm, lets see i haven't updated this in awhile.... so i'll recap from.. say Monday ( Read more... )

so it's been awhile since i've typed in here, and now that i'm doing it again i have a few days to update you on ( Read more... )