The terrifying thing about life is that I feel like a science experiment, like I’m a guinea pig in the study of the development of the human heart. Every year that passes I can feel myself changing but it’s itchy and I resent it. I should have my hand to my forehead looking out ahead and go on. But I feel the loss so strongly; the loss of friends ( Read more... )

it is so. fucking. hard to just go. on ( Read more... )

on a strictly 'for the record' note ( Read more... )

I break my neck
when I hang my head
Shot me up bad
my shoes filled with lead
oh
lets not discuss
my poor boy's semantics
while i'm blowing smoke
and coughing up blood
from
my
lungs

the hours are terrible ( Read more... )

wow. shooo. gosh. Music for everyone, on the house ( Read more... )

yippy ka yay ( Read more... )

Beethoven - Sonata in Cmin - the Patéthique , 2 pages down, 13 to go, and taking it slow but i need. one hundred and fifty bpm. or i can do one fourty. sure ( Read more... )

I was dropping out of driver's ed when I got a phone call. You've been in town since thursday you say, you're leaving tomorrow you say. I'll come see you and then i'll come back with you ( Read more... )

it's been a long while since the drive back up from Toronto ( Read more... )