i'm not gonna be on LJ anymore. no one reads the shit anyway. bye.

The girl i'm in love with has a boyfriend now

I'm going to be kicked out of SVA.

My ipod is broken

life sucks.

the end.

this was the drawing that i slaved over for weeks ( Read more... )

I'm trying to get some comissions and some art trades going, you know, trying to earn a lil money for school :), My friend Mari suggested that I do it, I asked her about it and she told me what's up. I put a notice up on deviant art, but so far , no one's responded. I know I should be doing more work, but i NEED some requests, as I find it a ( Read more... )

approximately 3 days after i told my ex-girlfriend about my feelings towards her, she calls me. But much to my dismay the call wasn't about what i'd hoped it would be about. I did mention what I told her that day, but she didn't want to talk about it, so i just left it alone. I really don't think that i'll ever get an answer. But i'm curious ( Read more... )

Either it was the dumbest fucking thing i've EVER done, or it was something from my heart........I just told my ex-girlfriend from 5 years ago that i missed her, and that I still have feelinngs for her. I just kept thinking about her all the time, and it's been driving me crazy, so I had to do something about it. I told her EVERYTHING, and i ( Read more... )

Some people are a bunch of fucking Troglodytes.

that is all.

Do you know how it feels to miss someone and know that there will never be anything between you two, and the only reason that the person you want keeps talking to you is because they don't want to hurt you ? Well, that's how I have been feeling. A certain someone that I've held close to my heart for some time now, has very indirectly made me ( Read more... )

hey, it's me again. I just got out of erotic literature, and i'm tired as all hell. Lol, if I keep this up, i'm going to have a nice case of dementia when I get old from lack of sleep ! Whatever though. For the last week, my week has beeen both a rollercoaster of emotions and thoughts. This week taught me that i really need to take time and ( Read more... )

I'm fed up. I'm seriously fed up. I hate this shit.....i wanna be left alone. I'm broke, with meager art skills, I have a brother that doesn't respect me, and all the while i see the day as another miserable episode of monotony that I have to sit through day after day, until i finally experience the ultimate humiliation ( Read more... )