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Do you know how it feels to miss someone and know that there will never be anything between you two, and the only reason that the person you want keeps talking to you is because they don't want to hurt you ? Well, that's how I have been feeling. A certain someone that I've held close to my heart for some time now, has very indirectly made me realize that there is never going to be anything between us. Although the relationship was about 4 years ago (going on 5), i still feel that pain of loss that I felt when we broke up. It most definetly is not love, and not infatuation, but just a feeling of attachment, as though there were things that i missed that i wanted to know about her. But i fucked up, and now she's not mine anymore. Although we're still friends, every now and then i still feel compelled to tell her how I feel. it's sad though, because she doesn't feel the same.