Been back three days and so far okay ( Read more... )

"But I don't want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want sin ( Read more... )

my life is going amazingly well. Been incredibly busy with school and work, but I like keeping busy. I got accepted into EAP, which means I will be in the UK for a whole year, A YEAR!, next year. Var scary, yet incredibly exciting. I am very happy and I love my friends. I've had some really really good times with them lately. Dancing to old time ( Read more... )

A dot, no a dab of blue. Small, but not unnoticeably small. Still, for some reason it seems to go unnoticed most of the time. Coffee, stained on a perfectly white cup, ruining the it and making it unwanted. Is this cup not still a cup? Does it no longer hold liquid? Is this chair no longer a chair? Does it no longer hold the strength to bare the ( Read more... )

Okay so for some reason when it comes to being sick I'm not the one for your regular cold or flu bug. No, I have to go the other route, the more seriously annoying route. This includes things like: pneumonia, mono and tonsillitis at the same time, a cyst on the side of my face that explodes and ends in scary and painful plastic surgery.

What ( Read more... )

Okay new year I've decided I am going to do things a little differently ( Read more... )

Have you ever sat in an empty room and listened to the rain fall down outside? I don’t mean while you’re reading a book or watching TV or listening to music. You. Room. Rain. Listen. The sound of rain is one of the most beautiful noises in the world. It’s like a symphony playing for you and only you. There’s a message in there, believe me, it ( Read more... )

I think I need to do some soul searching, or something. I haven't felt like myself lately. Maybe for awhile. I used to think I knew who I was, but I'm not so sure anymore and that scares me. Maybe I'm just going through a bad week. Some stuff was brought up that I thought I buried, but thats the thing isn't it, when you bury something you're not ( Read more... )

Okay hard decision, heres what I got:

FRANCE:

Pro's:

- Maud and family
- Fashion classes, that will look good on a resume
- Love Paris
- Learn French
- In the middle of Europe so I can travel to more places more easily

Con's:

- Might not be able to take fashion classes
- More expensive
- Already been there

SCOTLAND:

Pro's:

- Very very good school (Edinburgh)
- ( Read more... )

So I'm home, in  my bed exhausted from another night of partying. I have resolved not to go out tonight which I think was a good choice. I need to do homework, and lots of reading that I havent been keeping up on, also I need to work on my scholarship essays. I really want to go to Scotland next year. I think I can make it work, it just sucks being ( Read more... )