Please don't ask me if you can use this journal, because it isn't going to happen.
I have quite a few archives here and I'm not willing
to get rid of them.

Thank you!

not here.
just in case you missed it.
> love lette

profession none, or "starlet"
(psst. lovelette)

this'll stay for archives and for reading
a certain someone's old entries. *smile*

x.

PS don't follow unless
you are 100% sure. yes?

i remember falling in love with the pirates of the caribbean ride when i was tiny, that and the haunted mansion. i was afraid of it but it sent chills that i loved down my tiny spine. i always sang along with the words, and loved the ride scene where the man chases the woman, and then the woman chases the man (which, sadly, was removed years back ( Read more... )

my passport is nowhere in sight. as i pick up piles on my floor, i am finding everything i ever lost except for it. i refuse to give up until a week before i go, and then i'll give in and get a new one, but it'll cost me atleast 200 hundred dollars that i am not looking forward to. two hundred fucking dollars that i do not have. gah. i don't know ( Read more... )

perhaps they call ( Read more... )

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sleeping at 6 am is a very bad idea, that is, if you expect to get any sleep. i pwerhaps got 3 hours, but i am not exactly sure. i just remember laying in bed, curled around stitch, chewing my cuticles, anxiety pounding in my chest. strange dreams, floating, running, ringing someone's doorbell over and over again. i am exhausted but unable to sleep ( Read more... )

well i caved in and got the sims
expansion pack, superstar. it keeps my mind off
going insane. i don't even want to go into how i feel.
so instead !

( attack of fire, muppets and a see through green boy )

i went into the family room and there sitting on the couch was
a box from amazon.com i felt confused because i didn't order anything.
i tore open the box and inside starring up at me was small gods by terry pratchett, which my love was telling me i should read ( Read more... )